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Post by Lugwy on Aug 26, 2015 14:33:03 GMT -5
This is a well-worn diary with a ring binder, the covers stained and bent. A prominent and simple doodle of a deformed reptilian creature with floating eyebrows takes up most of the first page.
The second is full of brief notes, detailing various little things all over the page and even in the margins. Doodles take up some of the space, with the creature among them, either drinking from a glass or sailing on a little cute boat, among other activities.
The subsequent pages, however, are full of complete gibberish--the doodles in the margins are perhaps the most comprehensible thing. Without knowledge of the code, the average reader would have trouble picking apart the cipher.
[ This journal is meant as a way to keep track of my character's current disposition, as well as facilitate communication with staff. "For the hell of it" also plays a part. It should go without saying, but if you have a chronic case of metagame-itis or don't have a liking for the subject matter written, don't read anything below this post. ]
[ ICly, it is possible to get a hold of Adrian's journal. It usually sits in her room, so someone who is already there, or had just broken in, could look at it. As the entries are coded, a character would need to spend a significant amount of time with the text to crack the cipher. ]
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Post by Lugwy on Aug 26, 2015 14:33:16 GMT -5
Wednesday, August 26, 1763
Ctath get kmge kiwrk tgeth ksi kicmask ttkng iw puqno myobgd. Eki gwg ssek icmanq tohgcl gdeyg tecndak ti hwrtsu tqow rkt g. Ewrk tkngik nicqdgegk vgsem g ecah gc dcc hgebw tuki ccnad g clawk th ith ctapcknkcn daktikg gpse mgefrq mob qrkn gimys gl fetq odgcth.
Th g edq ctqrodk dicahgl leqfo ca g qqd ojqb. O cppcr gntly eh gehc scbg g nethgr get ckkn g iccrgeq fom yosqr ryoc crccss ask ncget hge whqlge wcy abc ck. Aki dqonq tok nqwok fiki shqwl dub g eth cnk fwluth ctah g escv g demgeb wtuk ig g tethge fgglkn g ithctak tiwk llibgec arwn nkngith g mgewk thi thgedq cofqroth g edcysa tqoc qm g. Ewh g neki fkncllyas lgptek idr g cmgde cbqw tuthct abw g fwckuk nscngedq ctqroch cskn g imgeclk ckk ngih ksiqv g rskzgdes ckss qrs. O kiccnastk llif g gleth g mecwtuk ntqo myoflgsheth g ewcyah gedkdit hctatk mgeb g fqrge kibl cck g deqw tukni myiqwn oblq qd. O kistcrt lgdeth g edqcow hg neki wqk gewpus crgcmkng.
Iqnl yotkm g ewklli tgl lekfith g sgewkl lil gcvgenq tkc g cblg esccrs. Ag qdoki hqpgenqt.
O qthgr ethcnath ctak nck dgntemy efkrsti mqnthokni hglletwrng deqwtuc sawg llecsak ticcnabg. Eth getrcd g eqw crtgrek sin qtoth gegmg rcldakslg sesqok icc nnqtor gcllyagx pgcteth g escmgel g vgleq folwxw ryubw tukti wcs astklli cashqck. Oki gwgssek ihcv g ebggnet qqosp qklgdeb yejccq bocndahk sihk g hbrq wolk fgeth cta kihcvg eswchutrq wblgegq kngib cckatqomyodkrt-mwckk ngidcys. Athqw g hukidqon qtohcvg ethge g kldg delwx wrk g sethctakipl cygdeth ge g cmgewk thith gerwlgsehg rgecrgenq totq qomwchu dk ffgr gnt. Eth gemc jqrodk ffgrgn cgeksith ctamyab g dfgllq wso knipqvgr tyecrge bqthogc skgrecndah crdgr g tqorgcdac ndapwshuth g ewcyakiw cntath g metq. O dgsp g rctkqnom ck g seth gkrif ccg se g cskgre tqorg cdayg tekticls qomck g sethgmed qown gxp g ctgdeth kngsik ficqrn g rgd.
Ewrk tkng iksig g ttkngit qqodk ffkc wlt. Uki wklli tryitqos lg g pecalkt tlgecn dahqp g ethctaki wkllinq tohcv gehqrrkbl genk g htmcr g seth ksitkm g. Ekti mk g htig gte cwkwc rdakfi kikg g pewckkn githged qctqrow puwkthi myiscr g cmkng.
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Post by Lugwy on Aug 29, 2015 1:47:56 GMT -5
Friday, August 28, 1763
Lc stank g htitwrn g deqwtub gttgr. Ethgr g ewgrg enqobcd adr g cmsacnda myawqw ndsud qonq tohwrtun g crlyacsamwch. Umcyb geqn g edcyaki wklliwrkt g eplck nlyibw tuth ctamk g htib gethge gndeqfom g ecqnsk dgrkn gith g ecqmpcn yakik g gp.
Ekti wkllib g ecawhkle iwntklijcm g sefknk sh g sewqrk kngiqno myobrcc g. Efqro th g etkmgeb gkngik iwk llitr yitqokg g pemyelg gemqvkn g ikniccsg ekticqw ldugv greb g ehgcl gd. Ekidqonq tohcv g emwchu hqpgeth ctak tiwqwl du wqrkobw tuctal g cstagkvkn g iktica chcncg ecqwld unq tomck g emye cqndktkq nocnya wqrs g.
Ecg cknstim yib g ttgrejw dgm g ntekiw csacqnvk ncg detqor g twrnut qoth g ecwrsg deksl cnd. Aqv g rcllaki fkndith g ergswl tuwcs abq thob g ttgre cndawqrsg. Ekid kdinqtong g detqobg eccrrk g dethksit kmgeth qwghucllkg-twq obqr g ethctam ksfqrtwn g ecnd akicmab ggknnkn g itqos wsp g cteth gekslcn daksis kmply ibc dalwck ufqrowsuc llk g etypgs! Ektik siwqrs g eknith ctawg ewg rgefqrc g detqotw rnubcck ab g fqrgew gegvg necc cgssg deth g elqwg relgvg leb g ccwsgeth gevcn gwcrdarcn aqwtuqfosw pplk g setqorg cqvgre frqmothg emcn yafkgh tsiw g egncq wnt g rgd. Esqm g eqfothg melqqk ocb qwtur g cdyatqof cllaqvg reqnoth g krifg gt. Eg qdokn qwsohq woth g yemcncg g dethgesw kmitqoshqr g.
Ekitclk g dewkthicl lkg-twq. Oki wcnt g detqotg llehg rewhct akir g cllyathq wgh tub wtucs aqfonq wok idqonq tok nqwow hctath g etrwthuks. Ikd g cllyak iwqwld uwckti wnt klikicmac g rtck nibwt uk iccnnq toshck g eth gefgglkn g ithctat km g eksinqto wcktkn g. Iwh yidqokig g teth g efg glkn g ithctak icmak nicahwrry? Ukiwq wldushck g ektiqff ocsasq mgeflk g htiqfo fcn cyag xc g pteth ged qctqro cdmktt g detqohcv kn g ithges cmgefg g lkng. Igkth g rethg edqctq rocndak ihcv ge g qngekn scngeqwrsg lv g seqrothgr geksi sqmgth kn gibr gwkn g iknithgeckr.
Ik ihcv g engv grerg cllyap ckdictt g ntkqnot qohq wot g rrkblge thge clch g mkcclapq tkq nsotcst g ewntklin qw. Owhg ne thgyecr g eknjgct gdekn tqo yqwuyq wud qonq tong g detqoc cr g ecbqw tuth g etcst gebwtuk fikicma g xpgct gdetqor gtw rnutqoth g ekslcndaki wqwld ung g det qofknd icawcyat qom ck g edrknk kngith g memqr geplgcsc ntathcna thgestct g ethg yecrgekninqw. Oki shqwl dut ryucal kttl g emqrgecta thge clchg mkccl acrtsaqnc g eki fkndic ar g lkcblg esq wrcgeq fokncqm g.
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Post by Lugwy on Sept 2, 2015 18:17:41 GMT -5
Wednesday, September 2, 1763 Thgedq ctq rowhq oknv g ntsecat rgctm g ntefqro shckk ngihcn dsaksi g qkn gitqob g eqngerk chim qth g rfwck gr. Ekiw cntatq oblcm g eth gedrkn kkn g ibwtuki knqwoth ctak tiw csamyaq wnobl qqd yofc wlt. Uwh g nemqn gyeg gtseknv qlv gdekibg cqm g estw pk dicndak tiwkllib g ethg edg cthaqfom g eqn gedcy.
Afk vgehw ndr g dedkck yidqll crs ap g rewgg kec ndab qn wsufqror g lgvcn taknfq rmc tkqnok sistkl linq to g nqwgh umqn g yefqrocll athgesh ktik iw kllib g estkrr kngik nith ged qcks. Okr g ngecl wcysas ckd ikiwcs atq qostwbbq rnocn dak mpwl skv g ecn dathctak iwq wldug g tekntqo cask twctkq nofrq mowhgr g enqoc mqw ntuqfob g kngisl kpp gryewqwl dug g temgeq wtuqf. Oki bglk g vgeshg ethknk sith ctaki cmaknith ctask twctkq now kthimy icss qck ctkq now kthith g ebcdacrq wdobw tuk ibglk g vgesh gek siwrqn g. Okti ksinq wot hctak ir g cllyab glk g vgekihcv geqwtd qnge mys g lf.
Eth g rgeksin qthkn g ilgfte bwtutq opw shuq nocndas g gewh ctabcd acppl g sekiccn ashck g eqwt. Oki cmahqp kn g ithgef g westg ppkn gistqng sek iknqwoq fow kllih g lpemgegg tewh g rgeking gdetq ob g ecnd ath gesq qngre th g elctgr. Enq bqdyo hgr g ehc saclg cnahcnd sas qoktik siqnlyo camctt g reqf otkme gwntk likifk ndiwh ct g vgreg vkdg ncg eth g esgrg gcntawcn tsatqop wsh uhksic g gndcaf qrw crd. Ath g ehcrdap crtak sig g ttkn g iqwtuc lkv g ecnd amqn g yeksi wqrt ho cawhql g elq toq fonq thkn giwno myo cqrps g.
Eth grgek sis qm g thkngibq thofwn nyucn dakrqnk ciknith g efc ctath ctak icmaca crq wd g rekg gpkn gicna g ygeqno thgedq ckskd g epqlkc g.
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Post by Lugwy on Sept 20, 2015 17:17:12 GMT -5
[ Interestingly, this particular entry does not seem to be coded. ]
Sunday, September 20, 1763 The man sitting in front of me mocked the depiction of one. One eye was half-shut and milky white, and he had the nervous, agitated gleam in the other that set off warning bells in my head. Nearly every inch of his exposed skin was covered in burn scars, like he just took a vacation in Lazaar's working oven, and the tufts of hair he had remaining were thin, sad bundles, as if he was too afraid to grow out a head any more. For a moment I wondered if he was going to ask me to do something beyond my qualifications, but he just wanted to talk instead. It is an odd thing, that a good chunk of my patients came for no particular medical reason at all. They would talk, they would confess, once or twice they would grope (and had to be threatened away with a nearby surgical implement that looked wicked enough). I wonder if being a woman has to do with it.
I've seen this man once or twice otherwise. He was the quartermaster and his appearance aside, he had a more comprehensive knowledge of everything the ship carried than some parents have of their own children, and knew when something was off, no matter how small. He kept to himself, no surprise considering his looks, and the captains give him his pay stub, and as far as I can tell, that business arrangement worked out nicely. Seeing him come out to talk to me for the first time in weeks since we share the same ship is a little like pulling off the mask of a bogeyman and realizing it was somebody you always kind of knew, in a "he was there" sort of way.
He had been falling quite a lot and asked me what he could do about it. I asked him if he made sure the walking surface is clear, nothing slippery or trippy around, if he's been imbibing chemical pleasures too much, that sort of thing. He said no. I told him it might be a sign of something more serious, has he taken his electroshocks? Not since he left the institution, he said.
I thought it was odd, since it's a rare thing institutionalized people become well enough to walk out of their own volition, and the man sitting before me, burn scars and shaky hands and nervous eye, looked like he had a long way to go. I asked him how he got out, and those burn scars.
"Fire," he said.
Was he playing with fire? An accident? Burned down the institution?
"No," he clarified. "I was set on fire."
I had to put down my notes while my patient continued to talk. "I've been having fits when I was little. My parents tried their best to love me and treat me as they would any other child, but most others thought I was the devil's work and should be committed for the good of me and my ma and da. It was real hard on them but they did try, but every time I suddenly go in a fit in the middle of a road you can feel all their staring, like they're judging my parents for being bad because they didn't ship their kid off to an asylum already. It got real hard, so hard, that they argued, nearly split up, and finally gave in and spent a lot of money to ship me to a faraway institution they swore was top-of-the-line, real good, treats their patients well.
"It was a funny thing being shut up in a padded room with not many people to talk to, but the bed was clean, the food was alright, and my parents wrote me letters about everything that's gone on and that they loved me. I kept their letters rolled up in a spare box to take out and read when I felt really down, because it was a real depressing place. You can hear some of the crazier nutty ones screaming their lungs out, most of the caretakers don't care much save we had food and clean bedding, and the electroshocks ain't something I'd wish on my worst enemy.
"Then one day they had to take all the patients out to get the rooms real blasted-clean. I guess one of the explosive shitters finally loosed one in his room and the others thought they'd nab two fish with one lure. Either way, when I came back, my room smelled all bitter and clean, and my box of letters was gone. That box of letters was everything in my life. My memory of my ma and da and a reminder that someone cared. And someone just took it away. Probably burned it.
"I got real mad and I started screaming. The caretakers tried to get me to stop, but I couldn't. It hurt my heart too much to see those letters gone, and I was a model patient most of the time so I guess my caretakers didn't know what to do. My screaming really upset the other patients and they started screaming too, and the entire place turned to a bedlam. All of the caretakers were yelling at me to stop and trying to hold me down but I just screamed harder. Finally, one of them was like 'if you don't be quiet right now, I'm gonna make you feel a taste of Hell' or something, but I didn't listen, so he was like 'fine, see what Hell is like for you'! He poured a whole lot of oil on me and threw a lit match.
"I was screaming, but this time from real pain. I was on fire, everyone was backing off, and all the commotion finally brought in the head nurse who was all 'what the fuck is going on'? They made the caretakers put out the fire and get me to a hospital. Story of the thing got out, the place got into a real scandal-mess, and I snuck out in the midst of it. Took some jobs from people who don't care what their employees looked like, until I wound up being a quartermaster for quite a few ships. It's a nice job, I don't need to talk to a lot of people, and it pays well. Nothing more I could ask for."
By the time the man had finished speaking, it seemed like anything I'd say wouldn't really do him justice, so I settled with a question: "What happened to the institution?"
"Well, I heard there was a bit of an employee overhaul, some things were changed, but it seemed like everything was back to where it was," my patient replied. "I was long gone by then and they didn't want to look for me. I guess they didn't want a reminder of the scandal around, and my ma and da probably don't know anything of it. Not that I could go back to 'em, anyway, what with being in another country and all. Beats me if they're still alive."
I told him that it's still not too soon to find out, and I made the suggestion that he keep the area clear and not get drunk when the seas are rolling. Otherwise, there's nothing much I can do to help, since I suspected his falling issues and his fits may be related. In the face of what he had told me, though, my words seemed to ring hollow.
Then the man placed a hand on my shoulder. "Thanks, miss," he had said. "I know it's your job to tell me that, but you've got your own path to walk, and I mine. And I real appreciate you taking the time to let me get this off my chest. I'm my own man now, and I hope you'll find yours soon enough."
Then he left the quarters, and I never saw him again.
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Post by Lugwy on Oct 28, 2015 15:27:36 GMT -5
Wednesday, October 28, 1763 Ktihc sabggn ecalqn g otkmgesk ncg eki pwtuwq rdsoknt qoth ksijqw rncl, abw tucalq tohc sahcpp g ngdeb gtwg g nethgne cndan qw.
Pgt geksi g qngecn daki cmafrg g, eqro ctalgc staki wqwl dulkk g etqoth knkisq. Oth g emcna cqwld unq togqowk thq wtuhk sishq woqfoch crk tyir g mkndkn gimgeth ctagv g netqoth geg ndek icmast kll ikndg bt g detqohkm. Imcyb gehgeb g lkgvg seth ctahgeh ascfg g lkngsif qromg, ebw tuki wklling g detqob ged rwnkub g fqrg ekiw kllicqn skd g resprg cdkng imyilg gsefq roth g elkkg seqfoh km. Idkr tyimwngy ecnda dkrtyig qqds, obw tuth g yewklli stklli bgews gfwl.
Knic awcyak ir g spgctep gtg. Ehg ewcsa camcnah qn g stewk thih kms g lfewnl kkgesq mgep gqpl g ekicqw lduncmg. Em cybgek fihges twck ucrq wnd ucal kttlge mqrg, ehgemk ghtih cvg egqn g efwrth grech gcd, abwtuki wnd g rstcn dawhyah g ewqwl dunqto lkk gethct. Aktiw csacap ktyih g ehcdat qogqo cndaki wkll ihcv g ecadrk nkiknih ksim g mqry.
Knith g emgcn whkl g, ekih cvg efqwn ducn qthgr. Ehgek sicad g cgn temcn abg sgtew kthihcr datkm g secnd atrkg setq omck g ethgem qsto qfoktir g gcrdl gss. Ehg edqg sehksi bgs tetqokg g pemyeb qdyog qkn g icndam yacqn sck g ncgecl gcn, abw tuhqwoc cnak itgl lehkmith cta ktiksit qqolct g efqrom gecn dathcta myah cnd sacrg eclrg cdyad krty? Ikic cnabge cascknti fqrohk micl lahge wcnts, abwtuk fih g eknqw soth gefw llug xtgnt eqfowh ctaki dkdib qthoh g rgecn daknith g eksl gs, ewhctaw qwl duhgedq? Ohgek sif cratq qogq qdocam cnafq rom g, ecn dakid qonqto knqw okfik tiksi cab lgsskn g iqrocac wrs g ethctak icmah g rgewk thith g elkkg seqfohkm.
Jcc qbotql dom geqncg ethctag kvkn g icnyqn geyq wruhg crtak sicsk kn g ifqrot rcg g dyekni thge gnd. Emcy bgeh g eksirg ght, ibw tukid qonqtoc crgef qrohk siwqrd soc nymq rg. Ehgehg lpgdem gelk vgeth gelk fgekn ith geksl g secndat qqkoh ksi pqwnduq fofl g sheknir gtwrn. Usq mgtkmg sewh g nekislg gp, ekidr g cmathctah gek siknqck kngiqnom yodq qroc gck niscyk ngith ctath grgek sicaclk g nt, ecndath g emcnak img g teksith geqn gewk thith g eknkvg secndath ges ckss qrs. Oki wckgew pucndak iccn ast kllifg g lethgme cwtt kn g ikntqom g. Ewh g nemyef rkgn decndak icr g etqg gth gr, eknith g ehgctaq fothg emqmg ntekisq mgt kmgs ewqndgrek fiki cmahg rgebg ccws g ekitrw lyufg glesqm gthkn g ifq rohkm, iqrowh g thgreth ksiwcs acalkg elkkg ecllath g eqthgret kmg sekihcv g ecllqw gdesq mgqn g ebgtwg gnemy elg gs.
Kiwkl lib g ehgcdkn ginq rthotqo cqwkl kca cftg reccq wkrk ngith g eglgcn qrosc rchacnn. Aktik sinqto cancm g ekith qwghtuk iwqwl dusgg. Ehq wolqn gohc saktib g gnesk ncg ekihc vgeh g crdaqfokt? Igqqdos g nsgew qwld ut g llemget qost cyawgll ecwcy afrq mokt, ibw tumyuc wrkqsk tyiw kllib g ethged gcthaq fom g eqncg ecg ckn. Ithctaqn geq foth g mehcsap rqvg nehg rsglfet qob g ecafq qlocnd acalk cbklkty iwhkle ith g eknkiq nohg rec qnt rcctak sistklliw g tecls qodq g senqtop rqmksg ewgllef qroth kngsit qoc qmg. Ecny bqdyokni qwrulk neiq fow qrko ccnab g etrckng detqob gecsag qqdiknith gesk kllsith ctash g etckg sesqom wchup rkd g eknic sashg, ebwtuk tiksif crahc rdg retqot rckni sqm g qngetqob gesgn skbl g ecndacqmp gtgnt, ecn dasqm gtkm g sekiwq ndgrekficl lathqs getkmg seb wtchgrk ngim qnstgrs ecnd apgqpl g eclkkgeh cv g etwrng dehg remkndikni sqm g ewcy. Aki tqlgr ctgeh g refqroth g esckgeq foth gegrqw pucndamy afrk g nd, ebwtuth g rgecrg elk mktsit qomyop ctk g ncgecndak iwkll ihcvg ewq rdsowkthih g rekfih grekncq mpgt g ncgerg mcknsicar g cwrrk ngif cctqr. Kiwkl ling g detqorg stes qmgem qrg. Emye shqw ldgrest kll ihwrt sucndath g rgecrg emcnyath kngsitqodq, ocll afqroth g esc kgeq focwrk qskty.
Kin gvgrelgcrn.
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Post by Lugwy on Sept 10, 2016 3:23:37 GMT -5
May ??, 1764 Kiwks hi kihcd angvgre hgc rdaqfo thge gl gcnqr os crchacnn. Asq mgtkmg sek tifg g lselkk g ecadrg cmaqromg egqkn gimcdab wtuw hgnekiwck g ewpucn dasg g eth gestkch gseqno my ochgst ecn dath g ehcrpq qnoc g cknstit hgewcl lakik nqw ogvgryth kngith cta hcppgn g dewcs arg cl.
Frq mothgen g wspcp grek ith knkik tihcsab g gnecam qnthos knc gekiw csa cdmktt g de tqothg ehqspkt cl. Atkmg edqg senqtom g cnamwc huk nithgs g ewclls. Aw hgneth g edq ctqrs olqqkg dectam g ethgye sckdith ctath g yeh cdangvgre sg g ne capctk gntecq mgek niw kthikn jwrk g selkkg emkn geth ctawcs astkllic lkvg. Eki dqonq tor gmg mb g recalq toqfom yor g cqvgrye bwtukir gmg mb g rethgem gdkck ngecn dath g ep ckn. Ikir gmgmb g reth gecwfwl utcst g eqfoth g emgdkck ng ecndafg g lkng ifcknt icn dabgkn g ic frck dithct akiwc sa g qkngit qofkncl lyad kgecnd apcyamy adw gs. Ethg yehcdat qos g tethge bqn g seknimy ichgsteb gfqr gest ktchkn g imgew pucndak ihg crath gme g rkndkn githrqw ghumyutg g the cndak ihc vgen g vgrewcnt gdes qobcd lyat qoscrgcm. Agvg new rktkng ithksi dqw nomck g semgewcnt atq opwk g ejwstur gmg mb grkn g ikti cll.
Kifcc g eth gemgmqrk g sebyed cyacn dath gedr gcm sactank ght. Iknim yidr g cmsakisgg eth g ebrqk gnecnd atwk stgdes mkl g secnd athgeh cngkn gibq dk g secnd athgem kndl gs sestcr g seqf othgec rgw. Eki smg lleth g eblcck apqks qnocn dathged g ccyacndag wnp qwdg recndath g esclt aqfos wgcta cndas g cackr. Ikit cstg eth g eblqq docndat gcrsak nimyi thr qctacs aki tryit qodk g eqnothg ehcr pq qnoth cta stcbb g demg. Eki fgg leth g epckn iq fomyow qwnd sucndath g ecrmsath ctah qld oqnot qotryot qokgg pem g eclkvg. Emyedr g cmsagkv gem genqor g stecndak iwck gewpuw kthim yich g steknipck nicn dawqnd g rkng ikfigv gryenk g htit qocqmeow kllib g elk kget hks.
Cllakni cllakistk llipr gf g rethgedr gcms. An qomctt g reh qwobc dathgy eggtek iclwcy sa wck g ewpuc ndaknq woktiw csaj wstucadr gcm. Adr g cmsacr genq tor g clkty ibwt uthgs g edc ysakid qonqt okn qwowhc tar gclktyim g cnsacn ym qrg. Eccr bqodk din qtong g detq osw g crawsut qoskl gnc g eqnot hks. Ikfikit qld ocny qn g egv gryth kngith cta kiscwakiw qwldub g emcd gecalcw ghkn g stqck ocndacq mmktt g detqoth gen gc rgstem cdhq wsg.
Myef rk g ndecq mgs ebyesqm g tkmgsec ndaw getclk abwtuwg engv g ret clkagnqw ghuf qrohk silkk kng. Ihg egkv g semgen gws pcpgrs etqor g cda cndab rkngsipwz zlg setqopr cct kc g esqo thctak icmanqto cqmp lgt g lyebqr gdew hklgeki rgcq vgr. Ehg ecsks amg ecalqtoq foqw g stkqn socn dakith knkih gek nqwsoth cta kicmahk dkn g isqmgth kngib wtukicman qtokntg rgst g dekni wqr rykn gihk mifqroh g eccnab geqvg rbg crkngic tatk mgs. Emcyb g eqnged cyaki wkllit g llehkmib wtutqd cyaksinqtoth ged cyacndah g ehcs ahksiq wnowqr rkgs.
Wrk tkngilk kgeth ksi ksigxhc wstkn g icndak ing gdetqor gst. Eki wqwlduc skag qdotqow ctch amyadr g cmsat qnk g htibwtu kiwq nd grekfish gegv g newctch gseq vgrew suk nithk sickty iqfonk g htmcrg setqob g gkni wkth.
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Post by Lugwy on Sept 12, 2016 3:36:06 GMT -5
Sunday, June 19, 1764 Kicmat qldoth cta kiwkll ib g edksch crgg dekni cam qntho qro twq. Ok tiksis qm g thkngit qol qqkof qrwcrdat qoc sath gr geksiq nlyos qom wchuq focarqqmok iccnat ckg. Ethged qct qrsosck dith ctath g ebqnged kdin qtos g teprq pgr lyec ndamyach g stew qwl dulqqkoc alk ttlg eqdd, obwtuth g yesck dith cta kishqwl dub g egrctg fwl uthcta kicmast kllicl kvg. Eki cgrg g ewkthith gmec ndasq mged cysakiw qnd g rewhct aprkcg eki wkl lipcyaf qroth g elwck uqfolc zccr.
Grrqlom wstuhcv g echcng gdeth gel qcksok nimyirq qmob yonqw, okfinq tomq nth socgq. Oth g rgek sinq bqdyobw tumgetqob lcm g efqro myoc crgl gssn gss. Eki hcvgen qodqwb tumqstoq fomyo pqs sgssk qnsoth g rgehc vgebg gnestql g necnd asqld, oqroth rqw nocwcyaf qroqth g rsetqot ckg. Eki cma fqrtwn ctgetqoh cvgeth qwg htutqo brkn g imyijqw rnc lactath gel gcst.
Myafrk gndeh csacsk g demget qot glle whctath gej qwrn clascys. Aki dqonq tok nqwok fiki wkl ligkvg ehkmith gek g yenqw, oqrocn yafqr g sgg cblgetk mgeknith gefwt wrg. Ektik sit g mptkn gicndah gedq gsenqtosg g meth gek knditqob gtr cy, abw tuktik sinq tofqlly otqo g xpg cteth gewqrs toknic clkd qrocnda g vgneth gne cawqmc nastkl ling g dsetq okggpes qmgeqfoh g req wnosgcr gts. Ek tiksis tkl litgmp tkn g icndaki wkl lithk nkiq nokt.
Thgr gecr g eqnl yosqom cnyapwz zlg secn dapcp g rsekic cnat ckg. Ej cmg sey qwucr gecad kf fkcwl tuqn g etqod rcw.
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Post by Lugwy on Oct 2, 2016 0:59:42 GMT -5
Wednesday, July 6, 1764 Kicmaf kncll yad ksch crg g defrq mothgehq spkt clacndawrk tkn g ithksign tryef rqmot hget cbl g seqwtsk dgeth gesknk ihqlg, ecs atrw g etqom yoswspk ckq nokinqol qng g rehcvg ecar qqm. Thgef qwrumqnth soki hcv g espgntek nihq spktcl ahcsam cdgem g ewnrgc sqn cblyag mqtk qncl atq wcrdsab gkn g iqwtsk dgec gckn, ibw tuksik tibgc cws g ekicmac lkvg ewh g nekish qwldun gvg rehcv gebggn? Kidqonq tokn qwobw tukimks sihgcrk ngith g enqksgeq foth g ecktyicn dasm gll kngisqm g thk ngiqth g reth cnarqt tkn giflg shecndab ktt g remgdk ckng, egv g nekfith ges mgll eksith ctaqfock tyi smqk g ecndas gwg refklth.
Lykn giqno cab g dehcsap wtum g eqwtuq foshcp gecnd aprc ctkcg. Emyelk mbsicr g esl qwocnda myabr g cth acqmg setq qoqwkc kly, icn damyach g stehwrt suwh g neki br gcthg etq qodg g ply. Kilk kgnem yecwrr g ntecq ndktk qnotqo cap g rsq nobg fqr g ecn dacft greh cvkng ithg krilg g ecwt uqff: oth g yecr gestkll ith gescm g epgr sqn, obw tugv g ryth kng icbqw toth g meksin qolqng g reth gescmg. Cangwe gxg rcks gerg g kmgn ewkll ifk xim yiphy skcclash qrtcq mkn g sibw tukid qohqp g ethct amyagn gmk g sed qonqtot ckg emyem qmgn teqfow g ckngs secsac naqppq rtwnk tyit qos g ttlg epcstag rwd ggs.
Thgrg ecppg crs atqob g ecabq qmkn gimcrk g tefqro kncr gcs g deprqp grty eprqt gctkqn, ocndath g eprqm qtk qnclam ctgrk claks inq toshyof rqmolk stkn g ithgem cnyag rwg sqm g ewcy sath ged gvkcg sed gtg rewnl wckyuth kgvgs. Eki wkll ing g detqob geqnot qpoq foth gsg edgvkc g sekfi kiwk shit qocqnt knw g eckkng icalk vkn gibqth ofkncn ckcll yacndak nimy icq ntknw g dehgc lth. Mcyb g ekic cnabwyu cafg wetqop rcc tkcg eqn, obw tunqtotq qomcn yacsak iwkll ing g detqob gewks gewkth imyim qng yewnt klikic cnam ckg ecar g lkc blgekn cqmg.
Ktik sigq qdotqob g eclkvg.
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Post by Lugwy on Oct 3, 2016 21:34:31 GMT -5
Monday, August 1, 1764 Thk sing werq qmoksil crggr, ebwtuk tiwkll itck g ecalq toqfot kmg ecnd amqngy etqocl g cnaw pucndab wyung wef wrnktwr g ecndac crpg tkng. Thgepr g vkq wsuqc cwpcnt sa cppg cratqoh cvgebg g nec lcqhqlk csiwk thiv kql g ntetgn dgnck g secndath geql doc crpgtkn giksiw nsc lvcg g cblg, ecndat rcshacndas plknt g rgdef wrnktwr gedq g senqt omckge gqq dorqq mod g cqrctkqn. Grrq lomwstuh cvg egvkct g dethgs gedrg gseq fosqck g tyewkthk nith gelcst adcyaq rotwqoc sak iccn astkll ismgll eth gesw g ctacn dabqqz g.
Csa myark g hticrmak sitq qowgc kaki cma g qkngit qotry ocargg kmg neqfof kght kn g iwkthiq ngeh cndawn tklith g ecr margg cknsiktsi str gngth, ebw tukig xpgc tethct aki wqwldun g vgreb gec blgetq owsgekt ifwll yugv g recgckn. Hqp g eccnaj wst ucsalk kglyeb geth g elkghtiq focn acp prqcc hkn gitrck nics aktik sith g eqwtd qqrs.
Thgef qwnd kng iqfoth g ecqrp smgnecr gec naknt grg stkn g idgvg lqpmgnt. Ksi thksic ask g niqfoth gec qppgr serg sqrtkngit qoc naqwtskd g efqr cget qokg g peqrd grek nithgef ccg eqfoth g krisgtb ccks? Kisw ppqsg ecc lkdqrong g dset qokg g pethges tctw suq wqokntc ctacn dath g emqngye flqw kng, icn daktik sinw tobrkb g ryek fiyqwucr gep cykngim g rcgn crkg setqolq qkoth g eqthgr ewcy. Kicls qos g gehqwos wchuca grqw puhglp sekg g pecspkrk ngic rqw dgrsek niqn g ebcskgt, ec sath gsg emgrch cnts aqfodgcth acr g eprcct kccll yanqtof crar g mqv gdefrq moth gecrk mkncl alqt. Kim cyawc tchacn dawck tit qosg g ehqwom wchurg dest cknsith cta grcy.
Kiwqn dgr ewhctast g ntlg yeksiw putq, oth qwghok icls qoqw g stkqnok fiki wqwl dubge cbl g etqorg pcyath ged gbte thctak iqw g ehkmicn dakifg crath ctaki mcyabgeb qwndut qoy g tecnq thgr epg tgekni myifq qlkshn gss. Kicls qowqnd g rewhct accrb qocn dajqn g syek nqwoq fothg esymbq loc crrk g deqnoth gelk ghtgr, ecs akisc wath g melqq koctag cch aqth g rewh gnekim gntk qnokt. Ktimcy ahcv geb g gnecam kstck getqo spg ckacb qwtukt, igv g nekfik itrkg detqoth rqw ocwc yath g kris wspkck qns. Thgr geksis qmg thkn g icfq qtohgr geth ctaki swsp g cteth gyehcvg etql donqto gvg nejc mgs, ecn daktik sibq thoknt g rgst kngicn dac qncg rnkng.
Mys tgrk g sewpq nomyst g rkgsecn dakiw qnd grewhgr getqos tcr tawnt cn glkng.
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Post by Lugwy on Oct 26, 2016 2:22:18 GMT -5
Sunday, October 16, 1764 Myelgs sefr gqw gnt ewrktkn g ishq wldub gec cwsg efqroc lcr maknic nqth gret kmg, ebw tukic qns kdg rektic apqsk tkv g eth ctath grg ewcsan qthkn g iswf fkck gntetq ofkll ith gsg epcg g sewnt klinqw.
Myorq qmok sidqng. Ktiksi swf fkck g ntly efwrn kshg decndac lgcn g decndah qld sowput qodck lyilkv kng. Thgeq nlyok ssw geth ctar g mckn siksith gecp pgc rcnc g eqfod qgoh ckri gvg rywhg rg, ecam knq rokrrk tctk qnoc qmpcr g detqoth ges qmgt kmg secqm pcnyaq fom yofrk gnd. Hgel gcd sacab wsy ulkf g ecndas qodqok, icndak idcr g scyak imks sihkmi sqm g enkg hts. Jcc qbowq wldub gec shcm g deqfom gek fihg ecqwl dusg g emger kgh tinqw, okfi hgeq roqn g eqfoth gep gqp lgewnd g rehksi gmpl qyodq g senqt okkll imgef krst.
Pgt g eksicl kvg ecndath qwg hukih cvg enqtor wnuk ntqoh kmiy g tek iwqnd gref qrom yoc qntknw g defwt wrg. Ktir g mckn sitqob gesg g nekfih gewk shg setqor g twr numget qohk sifq lds, ocndak fih gedq g ses qohg ewkll ihcvg ecalq ngow cyatqo g qotqor gbw kldith getrkg g grs etqoth gew cyath g yew grg. Kiwkll igc kninqt hkn g ifrqm orgk kndlk ngiqw rur g lctk qnshkp.
Dknn g ref qrolc stankg htic ndatq dcyah csabg g nechkc kgn. Kish qwldup wtuth ctaw qrdokni qwq tctkqn socsakir g ccl lanqoch kck gneth ctat cst g dethges cmg ewcyac sath g elc stafg wemg clsa dkd. Caf wnulk ttl g egcm get qopl cyawc satqo g wgs sewh kchibkr dikiw csa g ctkng ictath ctam qmg ntecsas qmg ebkrd sit cstg demqr g eknt grgst kngith cnaqt hgrs.
Myest ctw sucsac astwd g nte knith gewn kvg rskt yiksi sqm g thkngith ctaki dqonq tob g lkg vgebq dgs ewgll efqr omg, ecnda gvg nekfik tidqgs, ebgkn g icast wdgnt edq g senqtoc crr yang crlyath g ewgk ghtik tiwq wld uhcv g ecayg craq rosqoc gq. Thctak siwh ctayq wug g tewhg neyqwuc cnab rkb g eyqwruw cyakn iwh g neyq wrucc cdg mkcic bklk tyiksil cck kng. Kih cvg enqtoct tgnd g deschq qlosk ncg ekiw csafk ftg g nebwtuk isg genqoc cws g efqrop rkd geknim yict tgn dcnc g etqdcy. Bgkn gicast wdg ntehgr gek sinqob g ttgreth cnab gkn gil g cshg debyeth getrkg g grs ecayg cracg qog xcg pteth ctaki hcv g eslkg htlyim qrgef ckt hiknith gec qmpgt g ncg eqfomyo swpgr kqrs, ocn dakic mac frckdiq fothct.
Kiwc sapcrtaq focna g xpgdkt kqn otqod kscqv grethgec cws g eqfos qmg emks skn giwn kvg rsktyim g mbgr sedw getqoth gen ctwr g eqfoc adkst wrbcnc genq tol qngoc gq. Swffkc gek titqos cyath cta kiwkll inqto bgeg xpl qrkn gith ges wcmpaw ctgrs ewk thqwt upr qpg reprqt g ctkqn. Whc takis cwactath g egnde rck sgde mqrgeq wgstk qnsoth cnac nsw g rseth ctamck gem gecwrk qwsub wtum ckgem gef g crafq romyoc qnt knwg delkf g eqroscnkty. Whc takis cwath ctab rqwght umget qoth g ehqspkt claw csat grrkbl geg nqwgh.
Sqm g edcysaki wqnd grewh ctaw g etqw chuqnow kthiqw rum gddl kng.
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Post by Lugwy on Nov 19, 2016 3:48:48 GMT -5
[ Greenish and reddish streaks mar this page. ]
Monday, October 31, 1764
A long time has passed since I have attended a festival like this. I remember being excited to take part in previous festivities, and I thought Calidor's Reaptime was all a fun game with funny outfits to wear and scary stories to tell, as these kinds of celebrations always have been. Now all it brings is memories of a life that I no longer have and the knowledge that things are not nearly so innocent as it seemed back then, not that anything was innocent to begin with.
My head hurts
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Post by Lugwy on Nov 19, 2016 23:25:50 GMT -5
Monday, November 7, 1764 Dqoyq wuqw g stk qnom yo hqng styef qroth g ewq rdsokiw rkt geth ksimqr nkn gith ctayq wud qonqtok nqw? Cawqm cnah csatqokg g pehgres gcr g tse bwtuyq wuh cvgey qwr uwcy saqfod kv g stkn gip gq plgeqfoth g krikn fqrm ctk qnofq royq wruq wno g nds. Cnaknt grg stkn g icndac qm mgndcb lgesk kll ifqros qm g qngewh qopcss g secsas trck g htf qrwcr dac sayq wuh cvg ebggn.
Thgesh cd qwoqfoth geg lgcn qrohc wntsumg. Th grg eksica bq yom crk g dewk thith geblc ckatcr, achcs g debye wn lkk glyep crtkgs. Yqwucr gek nvqlv g dewkthi kt, icn dacsac ar g swltus qoc makic sam wc huc sakidq pnqtowk shitq.
Qnl yonqwod qokik nqwoh qwo mw chuyqw upwll uct am gelkk gecach ckn iqnoth g ethrqct aqfocad qg. Whyog ls g ewqwl duki jwm puknis gwg refklth? Kid qonqtoc crg efqroth g eb qyonqrod qokiwk shitq okn vqlv gemys g lfewk thithk sifwrth g reb wtukic crg defqroy qw. Kid kdinqtos g crc hafqroth geq thgr seqroth g eb qyobwtu kis gcrch g def qroyqw. Kicma pl gcs g dewhgney qwucr gepl gcs g decn daw hg nekis g gey qwus wf fgr ekifg gleth gep ck nicsak fikti ksi myiq wn. Kihc dan qtof gl tethksi wcya fqr ocnqth g resk nc gemyef cm kly.
Yq wuhcv geb g gnecarg lkg febwtuk in qwofg gley qwucr g ecl sqocabwr dgn. Kirg sgntey qw ufqrofqr ckn gimget qopl cnacr qwnduy qw, urggr g teth gedcyak isp qk geq fomyo trqw blg setqo yqw, ucndad g spks ge mysgl fefqroth g ewqrd sokis pqk getqoyq wuth ctamcd gey qwumyuw g ck ngss. Bw tukic ls qoknqwoth ctakir g lyeqnoy qw. Yqwucr gemyewg ckn gs secndak tiksic amc ttgr eqfow hgn ethct awkll ib gemyel qss ob wtuyqwu crg ec lsqo myostr gn g thecn dath rqw g huy qw ruwqrd soc ndadg g dseki cmaknith gep rqcgs seq fofkn dkn g imy sglf.
Kiw qndg rekfi g kthg reqfow suwkll ib g eplg csg dewk thiwhct akif knd.
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Post by Lugwy on Nov 19, 2016 23:28:49 GMT -5
Tuesday, November 15, 1764
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Post by Lugwy on Nov 24, 2016 1:40:07 GMT -5
Friday, November 19, 1764 Kicmac wrk qw sutqok nqwow hctayq wuth knk iqfom g ecft grekih cvg edg nkgdeyq wru drgcm. Sg g kngith gelq qkokniy qwrug yg sewh g neyqwuk ngw ethct ayqw ruhqp g eqfocaf cmk lyiw csanq omqr g ewcs acsak ntg rg stkn g itqowk tngs secsak tiwc sadkf fk cwl tutqo g xpg rkgncg. Th ctakih cvg ecctw cl lyac qnskd grg deth g ethqwgh tuqfos gt tlkng idqwnoc ndah cvk ngicaf cmkly imck g semge wqnd grekfiki cmag g ttkn giqld, oqro myo qwnobq dyosh gd dkn g iwhctaw csal gft eqfoth gef g glk ngsith ctaki wqw lduh cvg ehcdak istkll inq tokn qwnoq fomyo cqndktk qn.
Th grg eksicap rkc gefqro gvg ryth kn g icndak tik sitq qolct g efqrom getqo g qobcck anqw. Kih cvg egcmbl g dewk thith geg qdso cndawqn, ogv g nethqw ghuk tih csacq stoy qw ud gcrly. Yqwuw qwl dufkndi ktib ktt g recq mf qrtokfiy qwurg cdahg rgeth ctath gep rk cgewcsaf qroth g ebgst, esh qwl duthged cyac qm g ethctay qw uwkll ibgec blg etqor g cdath gsg ewqrds. Kiwkll il g teyqwuh cvg eyqwru vgng g cncgef qroki dqwbtuy qw uwkll ih cvg efqr gkv gngssef qromg.
Kid qonqtok nqw okfith grg eksim qr g ethcnaq ngem crk g debqyow cndgr kngicrq wnd, ubw tukih cvg enqog nvy efqroth g krisktw ctkqn. Thgyecr geq nlyotq qls otqob g ewsg deknith geg yg seqfoq thgrs, ecndath gyecr gelk kg emgek nith ctasg nsg, ebw tukih cvg eclrg cdyach qsg nemyelk fg. Kidqonq tofg g leth gsg epgq plgeh cvg ethctac hq kcg, ecn daktim cyah cvg ebg g nebgt tgrew grg ethgyen gvg rebqrn. Cl kvg ethg yewkll ifk ndinqth kng ibwtum ks g ryecndad gcth, akfith g yew gr gecll qwg detqod kgec tacll.
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